the begining part of the day was utterly horrible! haiz.. she juz felt so left out. so... she was often alone in her seat.. sometimes, there don't seem to be anyone in class who clicks with her anymore. feel so invisible at times~ there will always be a scenario where she could've cried if she dared to. but.... she will never do that in public.. at least try not to. someone(not.him) asked her, why was her face so black... eRm.. isn't the answer obvious? yea.... depressed.. sorriz, but she did try to smile, maybe he juz didn't manage to catch it...
it was a lil better after school.. the time when they were waiting for "lessons" to begin... but everything went back to normal soon after. (.______.) bad day? uh huh... totally.
that tupid feeling coming back again.. so near, yet so far~ haiz.... missing him (._.)
[ thinking of someone~ ]